Originally Posted by Val Mc

You're right Cutie. I think it's being alone that's got me so down. It's tough b/c dh works 6 days a wk and is gone at least 12 hrs a day, except Sat. I need to pull myself up by the bootstraps and move forward. I've lost 8 lbs and am on the right track. I really want to compete in a Hawaiian Tropic contest again. There's one on July 5th, which I don't think sounds unreasonable to compete in. I need to lose about 12 more lbs to be where I was when I competed in prelims. It's mostly diet and my attitude. It's just so hard to get out of the rut alone.