I have had a major loss in my muscles overall due to a 3year battle with opiate addiction...I am now 3 yrs clean and still despite working out 4-5 days a week, eating right and a lot I can not gain back my 20-30 lbs of muscle and mass! My Dr says 30% of my testosterone production is gone due to the opiates. I was shocked and depressed. I thought this stupidity from my past will always be there. So isay **** that and if I need to get a "hand" up in my training and muscle gain than f*** it Ill take it. I consider this a psychological reason due to the fact that everyone I see from HS or childhood says wow you got small. I am deeply bothered by this. Now I am still waiting for my first cycle to come.AS. I am currently in great shape,IMO, but its no mass just skinny and somewhat well defined. I am 23yrs old, 5'8 140lbs with 5-6% BF. I was a built and cut wrestler in high school so it is important to me to Get back to 165-170 built and cut. I cant wait too try and solve this nagging problem. Oh and by the way Opiates are bad so if you dont want levels of lowlow teastosterone, stay away from painkillers!!! i am 23 with atest level of 400.
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