TU friend. although peace is not my condition now. this whole thing is backfiring on daily basis , since this heritage stuff is making me going it all over all too often. see I promised two things for my mom: i would carry her coffin w pride and take care of this heritage paper / bill shiat.
we just emptied her apartement last weekend. now that place is gone , I spent so much time in that area starting from 1977 when we moved until now.once I got married and we got kids we continued to visit her on weekly basis. in fact it was the place we visited most often , a place of warmth , love and caring wout any reservations. all gone now. that hurts .
I know only time can heal and help in putting things in perspective. unlike you I had at least some time to get ready ( a week in deed) for losing her.....anyway Iīm thankful for having friends like you who knows what it is and are ready to support even if it means opening your own wounds ( which I believe it does).
as soon as we get this thing over ( heritage)itīll get better...... and in that process SRV is my cure. thanks for your time , hanuri
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